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I saw the boy I spent most of high school in love with yesterday. Actually it was probably more of a long time crush than love but I was attached. He was also one of my very best friends.

He's married now. How a mortgage. A baby girl. A real job with a paycheck. He lives in another state now. I haven't seen him in probably about two years. His youngests brother got married yesterday and my family went to the reception. I wasn't sure I wanted to go just because I knew he would be there and I wasn't sure if it would be awkward or not. It wasn't. I spent practically to whole time there talking to him.

In high school we almost dated. We went to prom together. He drove me crazy. Very moth to flame syndrome for both of us. We ended up going to the same college. We hung out sporadically. He started dating this girl that went to high school with us but was at least one year younger. From the moment he started dating her she didn't like me or any of the rest of us. (In high school, our group of friends was mostly girls, this chick didn't like any of us and we all knew it.)

In one of my last semesters of college, I had a class that was held in the same room that was right before hers. So they were there a lot when my class got out. She would stand as close to him as possible while we talked. She didn't try to talk to me (which was awkward) and was very very much marking her territory. It was funny and ridiculous, he and I had tried the dating thing and it hadn't worked.

So last night I start talking to him and as soon as she noticed she came over and marked her territory again. I don't like the girl at all but as long as she makes him happy, it'll be fine.

Anyway it was great to see him again though.

My brother and I work at the same place. However we are in different departments/jobs because I'm a manager.

There is this girl, T, who started working last year. She drive me nuts and she gets in trouble at work all the time! She was almost fired earlier this week. Earlier this summer my brother liked this one girl who is friends with T but it didn't work out between them (because of her parents) and so my brother started hanging out with T more.

Because we live in the same house my brother is aware about how I feel about most of the people I supervise. When he and T started hanging out he told me that it wasn't serious and I shouldn't worry about it.

Now my brother and T are dating. I still don't like her at all but I tolerate her because I like my brother.

However this week has sucked! Because she was on suspension she is always at our house. My brother goes to get her at like 9 and she's there until I leave for work. I feel like I have to stay in my room so I don't see her or talk to her because then I'll have to be nice or talk to her like we're friends. Which we aren't.

It is driving me crazy. I have been pissed off about it all day. The sad thing is I have liked having my brother home a lot this summer. We've done fun things but then he dumped me for T. I was hoping that when he went back to school (he's leaving tomorrow) that it would be the end of it but she said something about moving to the city my brother is in.

If they are serious and end up together permanently, I will go psycho.

So it has been a long long time since I have posted anything. I have been around, just stimply stalking all the authors I like.

It snowed yesterday. And today a little bit. kinda messed up seeing as it will be may tomorrow.

I'm at school for my last semester. Kinda Scary. Now I have to spend the next 16 weeks looking for a job. EEEEK!!!

I'm such a bad child. The whole summer and I only manage to post once. Shame on me. But the summer was pretty boring. All I did was work and get really frustrated. I think that being management  sucks. Everybody whines to you and then you have to be mean to get them to actually do what they're suppose to. Arrrrgh.

So school started today. I've got 3 brand new roommates and they seem nice.  I've got to run for my class this semester though. I've got three right in a row all on opposite sides of campus. I was late to two of them. But the good thing was no homework today. ^_^

I'm not dead. Not yet anyway.

Schools out. I've been working like crazy since the beginning of may. No time for anything really but yesterday I go to answer a text and the screen is all messed up. I'd used the phone earlier and it was fine. Now it was all of a sudden broken. It was so frustrating.  I can't see any of my numbers and I don't have a hard copy of phone numbers. I am getting a new phone asap and I can still call people but its frustrating.

I dont' normally get sick and if I do it's during a break, like christmas or spring break. Not this time.

I am so sick right now. I totally lost my voice today. Plus this week has been so busy with projects due, and I want to go home but don't know if I really should. It's frustrating.  I've been getting some writing done but not enough. must do more.

There are only three days left until Christmas. I am so excited. I just have to make mice, get the christmas letter copied, folded and stuffed, the letters sent out, packaged mailed to Amanda, clean room,  papers twice, dialysis runs twice and deliveries on Christmas eve.
 
My brother is the biggest grinch.

But I'm happy.